Inuyasha Manga Review: Rivalry
Jun. 1st, 2014 12:08 pmThe custom random number generator dictates I write about Inuyasha chapter 405 today!
There were a lot of candidates for best panel for this one, and I just couldn't decide myself. So, I had my boyfriend pick out his favorite instead:

Sesshomaru doesn't have any intention of choosing between those two options, but just as a morbid thought exercise, which one would you choose?
I'm always a fan of chapters that include a lot of Sesshomaru, especially ones that revolve around him like this one. I've got the teensiest crush on him, which increases my enjoyment of this chapter quite a lot, to be truthful. So, what was an awesome chapter to begin with is like awesome squared to me!
Sesshomaru's snide remark about how Moryomaru has gotten uglier at the beginning of the chapter is pretty funny, but the rest of it is back and forth assaults between the two of them. Moryomaru says he wants to absorb Sesshomaru; doesn't he know that Naraku tried to do that before and it wasn't a successful strategy? The arms race he's playing at with Naraku seems to be taking up all his brainpower. XD
The chapter is really named for how Sesshomaru and Inuyasha keep perpetuating this rivalry between them, both of them finding new things to fight over. This time it's the right to battle Moryomaru. Inuyasha bursts in and declares he's taking over the fight (rood) and Sesshomaru tells Inuyasha he's begging to be cut up as well for getting in his way (moar rood). They don't seem to want to let go of their differences and help each other out, so they've created a three-way battle instead of narrowing down the enemy.
Really. Do boys HAVE to be boys? lol!
Sesshomaru looks like he's just showing off after a while. He doesn't even bother to dodge Inuyasha's stolen diamond spears near the end of it, like he's trying to show just how little of an effect they have on him. This careless attitude will undoubtedly give him trouble later on. ;)
There were a lot of candidates for best panel for this one, and I just couldn't decide myself. So, I had my boyfriend pick out his favorite instead:

Sesshomaru doesn't have any intention of choosing between those two options, but just as a morbid thought exercise, which one would you choose?
I'm always a fan of chapters that include a lot of Sesshomaru, especially ones that revolve around him like this one. I've got the teensiest crush on him, which increases my enjoyment of this chapter quite a lot, to be truthful. So, what was an awesome chapter to begin with is like awesome squared to me!
Sesshomaru's snide remark about how Moryomaru has gotten uglier at the beginning of the chapter is pretty funny, but the rest of it is back and forth assaults between the two of them. Moryomaru says he wants to absorb Sesshomaru; doesn't he know that Naraku tried to do that before and it wasn't a successful strategy? The arms race he's playing at with Naraku seems to be taking up all his brainpower. XD
The chapter is really named for how Sesshomaru and Inuyasha keep perpetuating this rivalry between them, both of them finding new things to fight over. This time it's the right to battle Moryomaru. Inuyasha bursts in and declares he's taking over the fight (rood) and Sesshomaru tells Inuyasha he's begging to be cut up as well for getting in his way (moar rood). They don't seem to want to let go of their differences and help each other out, so they've created a three-way battle instead of narrowing down the enemy.
Really. Do boys HAVE to be boys? lol!
Sesshomaru looks like he's just showing off after a while. He doesn't even bother to dodge Inuyasha's stolen diamond spears near the end of it, like he's trying to show just how little of an effect they have on him. This careless attitude will undoubtedly give him trouble later on. ;)
Inuyasha Manga Review: Gathering
May. 30th, 2014 06:11 pmThe Oracle has spoken: chapter 549!
Best panel for this chapter is... Actually a best page!

I know, I've broken my own rule. It was just so cool to see snapshots of them all together like that! It really pumps you up for what might be coming in the next chapter.
Gathering is one of the final chapters of the manga, and it's got a ton of action. In fact, there's really not a lot I can say about it other than to comment on the action. This is a wrap-up, folks!
I did enjoy the nonstop action in this chapter. It's when everyone realizes that Naraku is about to lose in a big way, even Naraku. It's so awesome watching everyone using all of their attacks and throwing their all into this climax, especially since it's having such an obvious effect on their long-time enemy.
One of the best moments is when Miroku pulls the Kazaana card, amidst protests from his friends, and sucks up some miasma without any trouble at all. He tells everyone that it's alright, that the Kazaana's curse is disappearing, and so are his wounds from it. It's a blatant confirmation that this is going to end, SOON.
I also loved how angry Inuyasha looked when Miroku was pulling off the beads around his hand. That look clearly said, "WHAT DID I JUST TELL YOU NOT TO DO, JERK???"
I was scratching my head at the end of the chapter though, when Naraku disdainfully states that all of the "so-called" friends had gathered, and Inuyasha says that none of them are missing.
Uh... What about Koga?
Best panel for this chapter is... Actually a best page!

I know, I've broken my own rule. It was just so cool to see snapshots of them all together like that! It really pumps you up for what might be coming in the next chapter.
Gathering is one of the final chapters of the manga, and it's got a ton of action. In fact, there's really not a lot I can say about it other than to comment on the action. This is a wrap-up, folks!
I did enjoy the nonstop action in this chapter. It's when everyone realizes that Naraku is about to lose in a big way, even Naraku. It's so awesome watching everyone using all of their attacks and throwing their all into this climax, especially since it's having such an obvious effect on their long-time enemy.
One of the best moments is when Miroku pulls the Kazaana card, amidst protests from his friends, and sucks up some miasma without any trouble at all. He tells everyone that it's alright, that the Kazaana's curse is disappearing, and so are his wounds from it. It's a blatant confirmation that this is going to end, SOON.
I also loved how angry Inuyasha looked when Miroku was pulling off the beads around his hand. That look clearly said, "WHAT DID I JUST TELL YOU NOT TO DO, JERK???"
I was scratching my head at the end of the chapter though, when Naraku disdainfully states that all of the "so-called" friends had gathered, and Inuyasha says that none of them are missing.
Uh... What about Koga?
Inuyasha Manga Review: Water Spout
May. 26th, 2014 09:12 amThe custom random number generator has spoken! Chapter 99!
And the best panel from this chapter is:

A slightly awkward position, but mostly just inducing nail-biting in me. Is she going to make it???
Of course, Takahashi is good at making you temporarily forget Inuyasha will be there to save her. :)
This chapter is the beginning of volume 11, but in the middle of an arc. My absolute FAVORITE arc, I might add. No, really, out of the entire 558 chapter epic that is Inuyasha, I like this arc the best. There are a few reasons for that.
One is that this is the first time we get to see the finished group fighting together. This chapter specifically cements Sango's role in the group as expert on demon-slaying, and her experience definitely shows here. She jumps right into action, and scolds Inuyasha for his lack of discipline and knowledge on the subject of how to properly slay a demon of the fake water god's type.
Another reason ties into the one above. I really like Inuyasha and Sango's dynamic. They're competitive here, and Sango's still a bit wary of the company she has found in this group. Still, Inuyasha's not coddling her, and in fact he's trying really hard to provoke her and make her fight. He's got this impression that his jabs and swipes at her will help her heal; almost in the way that he likes to fight when he's feeling insecure.
I'm really digging the inclusion of a god in this one, too. We only get that twice in the manga, the other much later, and it's rare to see the less antagonistic side of Japanese mythology here. It's mostly because fighting and killing deadly enemies is what the progression of this story revolves around, but I could have done with a few more chapters about helping gods and such, just to get a balance going.
To be honest, I enjoy it personally because it's not a monotheistic representation, and being pagan, I can appreciate that. ;)
The water goddess is super fun as comic relief as well, so I was a fan of her from the start. So funny how parting the waters of the lake was so taxing on her that she fell straight to sleep in Kagome's hand! Maybe it was because she was so small at the time, and smaller body equals smaller power? Who knows, but what a hoot!
And the best panel from this chapter is:

A slightly awkward position, but mostly just inducing nail-biting in me. Is she going to make it???
Of course, Takahashi is good at making you temporarily forget Inuyasha will be there to save her. :)
This chapter is the beginning of volume 11, but in the middle of an arc. My absolute FAVORITE arc, I might add. No, really, out of the entire 558 chapter epic that is Inuyasha, I like this arc the best. There are a few reasons for that.
One is that this is the first time we get to see the finished group fighting together. This chapter specifically cements Sango's role in the group as expert on demon-slaying, and her experience definitely shows here. She jumps right into action, and scolds Inuyasha for his lack of discipline and knowledge on the subject of how to properly slay a demon of the fake water god's type.
Another reason ties into the one above. I really like Inuyasha and Sango's dynamic. They're competitive here, and Sango's still a bit wary of the company she has found in this group. Still, Inuyasha's not coddling her, and in fact he's trying really hard to provoke her and make her fight. He's got this impression that his jabs and swipes at her will help her heal; almost in the way that he likes to fight when he's feeling insecure.
I'm really digging the inclusion of a god in this one, too. We only get that twice in the manga, the other much later, and it's rare to see the less antagonistic side of Japanese mythology here. It's mostly because fighting and killing deadly enemies is what the progression of this story revolves around, but I could have done with a few more chapters about helping gods and such, just to get a balance going.
To be honest, I enjoy it personally because it's not a monotheistic representation, and being pagan, I can appreciate that. ;)
The water goddess is super fun as comic relief as well, so I was a fan of her from the start. So funny how parting the waters of the lake was so taxing on her that she fell straight to sleep in Kagome's hand! Maybe it was because she was so small at the time, and smaller body equals smaller power? Who knows, but what a hoot!
Inuyasha Manga Review: Father's Wish
May. 24th, 2014 09:49 amI've loved Inuyasha for a long time, but I haven't gone back and read it in a while. It's a rare thing that you go back to something you've loved for a few years and taken a really good look at it, so at first I was a little apprehensive about the idea of revisiting Inuyasha, on the off chance it might not have aged well. But when I got the courage up...
It was even more awesome than I remembered!
So I've decided to share my re-reading of the manga on my blog, if anyone happens to read it. But here's the thing; I'm going to be reading the chapters at random. I'll choose a chapter from the results of the custom random number generator online and write down my thoughts on that particular chapter. Why? Because linear progression is for losers!
Today's chapter is... 216!
The best panel in this chapter was definitely this one here:

She looks so pissed! And rightly so. After all, she just learned that her grandfather killed her father. But I am amazed at how accurately that emotion is expressed in this panel, and how it contrasts so completely with her confusion and crying earlier in the chapter. Very well done!
I really love this chapter for a lot of reasons. The first I think is how Inuyasha talks to Shiori. He recognizes that she's a child, but he's also trying to give her a level of agency in her fate. He is talking directly to her and all but ignoring the taunts of her grandfather as he holds her over everyone's heads - literally. ;) He wants to give her choices, something that her grandfather isn't doing, because her grandfather isn't concerned with how she feels. He's just using her, but it's obvious that Inuyasha cares about how she feels and what she wants, and I think that was a very great way to show how caring Inuyasha really is, and how empathetic he can be toward others like him.
The second reason is how caring Inuyasha is towards the people he doesn't even like. The villagers were being complete dicks, talking about Shiori like she should die just because she's the daughter of a youkai, but he later tells them to run away and get down. He really has a lot of compassion for people, even when they've actively pissed him off in the past. He shows it in subtle ways throughout the manga, and this is one of those ways. I really enjoyed the writing of his character here.
Speaking of the villagers wanting Inuyasha to go ahead and kill Shiori too, this is the second story about how hanyou are treated in communities of humans, but the first where we get to see how a hanyou is treated in a community of demons as well, and it really is obvious here how utterly alone they would feel. Jinenji's story only managed to cover being ostracized from the human half of heritage, but this one covers both. I really feel like Inuyasha is a story about race at its core, and it handles the subject respectfully and meaningfully.
I recall something in an interview I read in which Rumiko Takahashi, the creator of Inuyasha, said she was glad that Inuyasha was such a big hit in America, but she had primarily written it for Japanese audiences. I don't think she is quite aware of how accessible these characters are to the world over. Sure, it's obvious this story takes place in ancient Japan with Japanese customs and culture, but these characters are people before everything else, and this chapter illustrates that so well. They are so easy to relate to because they show those core emotions that we've all experienced and understand, and it doesn't matter where you grew up or what culture you come from.
Another reason is Shiori's character design. I really like how she looks. She's cuddly and I want to hug her!
Well, one chapter down, 557 to go!
It was even more awesome than I remembered!
So I've decided to share my re-reading of the manga on my blog, if anyone happens to read it. But here's the thing; I'm going to be reading the chapters at random. I'll choose a chapter from the results of the custom random number generator online and write down my thoughts on that particular chapter. Why? Because linear progression is for losers!
Today's chapter is... 216!
The best panel in this chapter was definitely this one here:

She looks so pissed! And rightly so. After all, she just learned that her grandfather killed her father. But I am amazed at how accurately that emotion is expressed in this panel, and how it contrasts so completely with her confusion and crying earlier in the chapter. Very well done!
I really love this chapter for a lot of reasons. The first I think is how Inuyasha talks to Shiori. He recognizes that she's a child, but he's also trying to give her a level of agency in her fate. He is talking directly to her and all but ignoring the taunts of her grandfather as he holds her over everyone's heads - literally. ;) He wants to give her choices, something that her grandfather isn't doing, because her grandfather isn't concerned with how she feels. He's just using her, but it's obvious that Inuyasha cares about how she feels and what she wants, and I think that was a very great way to show how caring Inuyasha really is, and how empathetic he can be toward others like him.
The second reason is how caring Inuyasha is towards the people he doesn't even like. The villagers were being complete dicks, talking about Shiori like she should die just because she's the daughter of a youkai, but he later tells them to run away and get down. He really has a lot of compassion for people, even when they've actively pissed him off in the past. He shows it in subtle ways throughout the manga, and this is one of those ways. I really enjoyed the writing of his character here.
Speaking of the villagers wanting Inuyasha to go ahead and kill Shiori too, this is the second story about how hanyou are treated in communities of humans, but the first where we get to see how a hanyou is treated in a community of demons as well, and it really is obvious here how utterly alone they would feel. Jinenji's story only managed to cover being ostracized from the human half of heritage, but this one covers both. I really feel like Inuyasha is a story about race at its core, and it handles the subject respectfully and meaningfully.
I recall something in an interview I read in which Rumiko Takahashi, the creator of Inuyasha, said she was glad that Inuyasha was such a big hit in America, but she had primarily written it for Japanese audiences. I don't think she is quite aware of how accessible these characters are to the world over. Sure, it's obvious this story takes place in ancient Japan with Japanese customs and culture, but these characters are people before everything else, and this chapter illustrates that so well. They are so easy to relate to because they show those core emotions that we've all experienced and understand, and it doesn't matter where you grew up or what culture you come from.
Another reason is Shiori's character design. I really like how she looks. She's cuddly and I want to hug her!
Well, one chapter down, 557 to go!
I Don't Know If This Can Happen, But...
May. 22nd, 2014 06:01 pm... I think a townie of mine just lost a pregnancy. I have Twallan's Story Progression Mod (who doesn't?), so I get updates on the townies every once in a while. I got an update saying that she was pregnant, which made me very happy because her line is one of the ones I want to keep going, as a descendent of one of my favorite characters. In any case, one time, my sim is visiting her and she's changed into her pregnancy attire and everything, and the next time she sees her, she's in regular clothing, and has the heartbroken bubble above her head. She is distraught, doesn't want to socialize, and is constantly depressed now.
I'm kind of disturbed by this, considering this has never happened to anyone in game before. I'm thinking it's a glitch, but it seems so... real, like she's actually lost a pregnancy.
*shiver*
I'm kind of disturbed by this, considering this has never happened to anyone in game before. I'm thinking it's a glitch, but it seems so... real, like she's actually lost a pregnancy.
*shiver*
I Love This Comic
May. 11th, 2014 09:39 amhttp://oglaf.com/cartomancy/
Oglaf makes me feel like I'm getting away with something naughty when I read it, even though I'm twenty-six years old.
It's also hilarious!
Oglaf makes me feel like I'm getting away with something naughty when I read it, even though I'm twenty-six years old.
It's also hilarious!
Vexation With Reviews
May. 4th, 2014 08:05 amI've read the odd secret on Fandom!Secrets that talks about the irritability an author feels when they receive a negative review, and I've also read lots of fanfictions with the authors expressing vexation with reviews. It seems like this is a pretty prevalent problem, second only to the complaint of not getting enough reviews in the first place. I'm not a writer of fanfiction myself, but it might give some comfort to all the budding authors out there knowing that Washington Irving went through the exact same issue when he wrote at the beginning of American history. Here's what he had to say about it in his short piece "L'Envoy"
"With these considerations [the author] ventures to serve up thus second volume in the same heterogeneous way with his first; simply requesting the reader, if he should find here and there something to please him, to rest assured that it was written expressly for intelligent readers like himself; but entreating him, should he find any thing to dislike, to tolerate it, as one of those articles which the author has been obliged to write for readers of a less refined taste.
"To be serious - The author is conscious of the numerous faults and imperfections of his work; and well aware how little he is disciplined and accomplished in the arts of authorship. His deficiencies are also increased by a diffidence arising from his peculiar situation. He finds himself writing in a strange land, and appearing before a public which he has been accustomed, from childhood, to regard with the highest feelings of awe and reverence. He is full of solicitude to deserve their approbation, yet finds that very solicitude continually embarrassing his powers, and depriving him of that ease and confidence which are necessary to successful exertion. Still the kindness in which he is treated encourages him to go on, hoping that in time he may acquire a steadier footing; and thus he proceeds, half venturing, half shrinking, surprised at his own good fortune, and wondering at his own temerity."
Just think of the "strange land" he speaks of as the internet, and use the quote as a response to your next nasty review. I'm sure the reviewer will either find it incomprehensible or amusing, and you'll probably get a chuckle out of one answer or another. :)
"With these considerations [the author] ventures to serve up thus second volume in the same heterogeneous way with his first; simply requesting the reader, if he should find here and there something to please him, to rest assured that it was written expressly for intelligent readers like himself; but entreating him, should he find any thing to dislike, to tolerate it, as one of those articles which the author has been obliged to write for readers of a less refined taste.
"To be serious - The author is conscious of the numerous faults and imperfections of his work; and well aware how little he is disciplined and accomplished in the arts of authorship. His deficiencies are also increased by a diffidence arising from his peculiar situation. He finds himself writing in a strange land, and appearing before a public which he has been accustomed, from childhood, to regard with the highest feelings of awe and reverence. He is full of solicitude to deserve their approbation, yet finds that very solicitude continually embarrassing his powers, and depriving him of that ease and confidence which are necessary to successful exertion. Still the kindness in which he is treated encourages him to go on, hoping that in time he may acquire a steadier footing; and thus he proceeds, half venturing, half shrinking, surprised at his own good fortune, and wondering at his own temerity."
Just think of the "strange land" he speaks of as the internet, and use the quote as a response to your next nasty review. I'm sure the reviewer will either find it incomprehensible or amusing, and you'll probably get a chuckle out of one answer or another. :)
Creating Is More Powerful
Apr. 23rd, 2014 06:45 amI'm reading "Beyond Einstein" by Michio Kaku right now and it's a really good book so far. I'm only 70 pages in so far, but it helps put all the physics and grand unification of all of it into layman's terms, so I'm understanding a lot of this a lot better than before.
Reading it reminded me of the great power difference between fission and fusion. Fission splits the atom, destroys it, producing a massive amount of energy. Fusion puts two atoms together and forms a new one, and we're looking for a way to do it without a sun, because that produces much more energy.
It's fascinating philosophically as well as physically. It's like the universe itself is telling us that creation is more powerful than destruction!
Reading it reminded me of the great power difference between fission and fusion. Fission splits the atom, destroys it, producing a massive amount of energy. Fusion puts two atoms together and forms a new one, and we're looking for a way to do it without a sun, because that produces much more energy.
It's fascinating philosophically as well as physically. It's like the universe itself is telling us that creation is more powerful than destruction!
Separate Beings?
Apr. 21st, 2014 06:32 amI'm kind of curious about how this "Sesshomaru's Beast" thing got popular in fanfiction. I know it's been around for a while, and it's always been on the fringes of fandom, but yesterday I read the first chapters of three fics in a row that had this concept of Sesshomaru's true form being locked up inside him and whispering to him like another personality or something.
They're just different physical forms, but for some reason people interpret them as two separate sides to his psyche. I guess I can get why the idea can be appealing in fanfiction. There's a degree of danger in a guy that can turn into a giant monster and he's not fully in control of it. Still, there's not anything to suggest that he can't control it in the show. He gets angry and his eyes turn red, sure, but that doesn't really tell me that's not what he wants to happen.
I don't necessarily hate this trend, I just wonder where it came from, all this split personality business. It's odd for a character that seems so... in control all the time.
Easter Gift!
Apr. 20th, 2014 08:40 am
I should be preparing to make Ostara Dinner, but I'm playing sims instead. It's "Love Day" for them in the game, and for some reason they all wanted to exchange gifts. Father wanted to give daughter some sort of potion, because she'd been looking to acquire one since she became a child. I thought it was cute, so here it is!

"Every now and then a slang-whanger, who has a longer head, or rather a longer tongue than the rest, will elevate his piece and discharge a shot quite across the ocean leveled at the head of the emperor of France, the king of England, or, wouldst thou believe it, O Asem, even at his sublime highness the bashaw of Tripoli! These long pieces are loaded with single ball, or language, as tyrant! usurper! robber! tiger! monster! and thou mayst well suppose they occasion great distress and dismay in the camps of the enemy, and are marvelously annoying to the crowned heads at which they are directed. The slang-whanger, though perhaps the mere champion of a village, having fired off his shot, struts about with great self-congratulation, chuckling at the prodigious bustle he must have occasioned, and seems to ask of every stranger, 'Well, sir, what do they think of me in Europe?' This is sufficient to show you the manner in which these bloody, or rather windy fellows fight; it is the only mode allowable in a logocracy or government of words. I would also observe that their civil wars have a thousand ramifications."
- Washington Irving (As Mustapha Rub-A-Dub Keli Khan on the American electoral process) predicting the internet troll

It's not like I don't like the books. Some of the contents of them are worth the read, and I'm still planning on reading through the rest of the series, TV and book. I also won't begrudge anyone their fandoms, because everyone knows I could flap my gums about certain fandom topics forever. As long as I'm talking with people who are also in that fandom.
But even though I'm reading and watching the series, I'm not really in the fandom. I don't think it's the greatest thing ever. I just don't identify with it as much as some others might, and I want that to be okay. I don't want to have to defend my ambivalence toward the books every time someone talks about it. I don't want people to demand that I give them "good reasons" about why I don't think it's the best of all fantasy.
I also don't want other people to try to defend their dislike of it either. I'm sick of hearing about how problematic and gross it is, how it's sexist and racist and how no one should like it. I happen to agree that there are problematic elements to it, but nothing I'm ever going to read or see is going to be a perfect reflection of my sense of justice. Unless, of course, I write it myself.
I just think that the stans of this series hail it as the most intelligent, genre-changing series in the history of the world, and then people who disliked it for their own reasons retaliate by pointing out why they dislike it, and then the stans get fired up to reiterate their love, and then... It's spiraling out of control, and I'm sick of hearing about how it's the best and worst thing ever. I don't think it's either of those things, and I'm getting really annoyed with how every little success and flaw of Game of Thrones is magnified by people who are really just trying to justify their own feelings toward it.
You don't have to do that. Really. Just feel how you feel and don't sit there trying to defend yourself.
I just posted about the Sims 3 glitch I had a few minutes ago, but I couldn't wait until tomorrow to post about this. I just found one of the games I used to LOVE playing as a kid online! Check it out:
http://www.danielhobi.ch/taoot/
Titanic - Adventure out of Time took a lot of my hours when I was little. It was simple, but fun, and I had a blast. I can't wait to play it again!
Now, if only I could get that Amazon Trail game that came with General Mills cereal back in the day, I'd be set.
http://www.danielhobi.ch/taoot/
Titanic - Adventure out of Time took a lot of my hours when I was little. It was simple, but fun, and I had a blast. I can't wait to play it again!
Now, if only I could get that Amazon Trail game that came with General Mills cereal back in the day, I'd be set.
I Thought We Needed a Potion for This?
Mar. 23rd, 2014 02:25 pm
So I had only just updated my Sims 3 game yesterday to 1.67. The computer I installed it on isn't connected to the internet and I needed to download the patch from another site to transfer it to my desktop from a jump drive. It's not really difficult, but it does take a couple of extra steps, so I kind of wish I had a wireless card in the desktop...
Anyway, after I installed my update, I installed the updates for MasterController and my other mods and fired up the game. This is what greeted me.
The imaginary friend doll wasn't outside of my girl's inventory, so she shouldn't have been showing up to begin with, but the fact that she looked like a regular sim with a glowy light atop her head was what really threw me. I guess this is what the friend would look like if I cared to make her real? Is this a common glitch for people who installed this update before?
I reset the imaginary friend with MasterController, and that fixed it, but I can't help feeling like I should help this friend become real, if the game wanted it that badly. ;)
Starting Over
Mar. 22nd, 2014 03:27 pmEver feel like you wish you could just start all over again? Like you're not going in the direction that you want to, or doing what you want to do? Like maybe you need to backtrack a little to find that trail to your dreams that you overlooked because it was overgrown and unassuming?
I've been feeling that way for a couple of years now, so much that I've been wishing to just start over again from childhood. I want to go back to the time when I didn't have to worry about money or bills or if I should talk to my boyfriend about the way he leaves his clothes all over the floor like a three-year-old. I want to BE the three-year-old again, because I didn't know how good I had it.
Unfortunately, I don't have any means for time travel, but people can always start over on the net. They can get a new identity just like that and don't have to worry about being recognized or harped on. I signed up for a new email address, a new blog, a new me on the internet, and I intend to spend my time doing what I got away from when I was a kid. I want to play games, have fun, and make friends the way I used to.
If you're of a similar mind, come on over! We'll revisit every happy memory we can!
I've been feeling that way for a couple of years now, so much that I've been wishing to just start over again from childhood. I want to go back to the time when I didn't have to worry about money or bills or if I should talk to my boyfriend about the way he leaves his clothes all over the floor like a three-year-old. I want to BE the three-year-old again, because I didn't know how good I had it.
Unfortunately, I don't have any means for time travel, but people can always start over on the net. They can get a new identity just like that and don't have to worry about being recognized or harped on. I signed up for a new email address, a new blog, a new me on the internet, and I intend to spend my time doing what I got away from when I was a kid. I want to play games, have fun, and make friends the way I used to.
If you're of a similar mind, come on over! We'll revisit every happy memory we can!